Author: No One
•marți, noiembrie 17, 2009
Gasesc f interesant cat suntem de legati de sexul opus, fie ca e o relatie de prietenie, de sex sau de iubire. N-as putea spune ca suntem indiferenti, nu... nu putem fi indiferenti oricat am crede ca putem. Ptr ca toti pana la unul suntem afectati de celalalt sex, traim cu el in fiecare zi, avem diferite emotii fata de el. Si gasesc acest lucru atat de minunat, ca orice am face, orice am crede, ramanem legati, chiar si printr-un fir invizibil, de persoana de sex opus. Si e trist, f trist cand vad cum ei si ele se scuipa si se urasc, se insala si se pacalesc, arunca vorbe incolo si incoace, vrand sa arate ca ei sunt mai buni, ca nu le pasa, ca sunt indiferenti. E trist si oarecum amuzant cum nu vad cum sunt legati intre ei chiar si numai printr-o singura vorba, atingere, gand, sarut, fantezie, dorinta... Fie ca ne-o tragem ca chiorii, fie ca ne iubim, fie ca suntem doar amici vorbind banalitati la un pahar, suntem legati toti pana la unul, fara exceptie.

Asa cum au facut-o altii inaintea mea, cum o fac chiar acum si cum o vor face si in viitor, si eu ma mir si ma intreb: De ce sunt atras de ea, de femeie? De ce vreau sa fac sex si/sau dragoste cu ea? De ce o iubesc? De ce vreau sa fiu prieten cu ea? De ce ma gandesc la ea in fiecare zi? De ce nu pot fi indiferent? De ce o doresc fie ca prietena, fie ca amanta, fie ca iubita? De ce am nevoie de ea, de femeie, in viata mea?
(Daca raspunzi folosind cuvantul "sex"  sa stii ca e prea facil si prea la indemana. E mai mult de atat si tu stii asta, chiar daca nu-ti dai seama)

Dear Matthew, I like you a lot
I realize you're in a relationship with someone right now
And I respect that
I'd like you to know that if you're ever single in the future
And you want to come visit me in California
I would be open to spending time with you
And finding out how old you were when you wrote your first song

Dear Jonathan, I liked you too much
I used to be attracted to boys who would lie to me
And think solely about themselves
And you were plenty self-destructive for my taste at the time
I used to say the more tragic the better
The truth is, whenever I think of the early 90's
Your face comes up with a vengeance like it was yesterday

Dear Terrence, I love you muchly
You've been nothing but open hearted
And emotionally available and supportive
And nurturing and consummately there for me
I kept drawing you in and pushing you away
I remember how beautiful it was to fall asleep on your couch
And cry in front of you for the first time
You were the best platform from which to jump beyond myself
What was wrong with me?

Dear Marcus, you rocked my world
You had a charismatic way about you with the women
And you got me seriously thinking about spirituality
And you wouldn't let me get away with kicking my own ass
But I could never really feel relaxed
And looked out for around you, though
And that stopped us from going any further than we did
And it's kinda too bad because we could've had much more fun

Dear Lou, we learned so much
I realize we won't be able to talk for some time
And I understand that as I do you
The long distance thing was the hardest
And we did as well as we could
We were together during a very tumultuous time in our lives
I will always have your back and be curious about you
About your career, your whereabouts

PS: cel mai mult imi plac versurile. Imi place cum prezinta cinci barbati diferiti si cinci feluri in care poate merge o relatie. Inceputul fiecarei strofe e incredibil de simplu si frumos (I like you, I liked you, I love you, You rocked, We learned). Si ascultand astazi melodia mi-am dat seama de ceva care mi-a scapat in toti acesti ani de cand o ascult: Matthew, Jonathan, Marcus si Lou (duuhhh!!!) si faptul ca ea scrie epistole (care se leaga frumusel de ideea de scrisoare despre care am citit pe un blog). Cum oare mi-a scapat asta?.

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